This is the Way

I have just made some wonderfully fragrant coffee. I grabbed a cup and went up to my office. Then I checked my e-mails for a moment and wanted to have a sip. And lo and behold, the cup was empty. I hadn’t filled it. Good morning. ☕

I‘ve something big and hard between my legs. 🤭

Hello beautiful. 💙

I just want to play.

Last night at 11 p.m. I sat down at my Xbox to play a little again. I think I was asleep on the couch about 4 minutes later. I woke up at 2:30 and went to bed.

Too bad somehow. I would really love to play. It’s a balance for me that I need, but I can’t take it because I’m basically too tired in the evening.

Too much?!

It could be because I have a new job that demands everything of me, while the small children and various open issues around the house are also eating away at me. Everyone gets a little bit of energy and then in the evening there’s nothing left. But then there was also no just-me time, which I would like to get with gaming. Then it’s always just: well, maybe tomorrow.

Everything new.

The new job brings new tasks, new responsibilities. But I also really enjoy it. It’s just a pity that at the moment my head is always spinning and I hardly have time to reconcile everything I experience during the day. It’s simply information overload without structure.

And while we’re on the subject of new: The caravan is now in front of our house - a holiday with it will be planned soon, but probably not before Whitsun. And an iPhone 12 is also new on my table, and I’ll probably need a new car soon, because my Polo is having problems again.

Phew. Quite a lot, isn’t it? And it’s not as if there aren’t other things that could weigh you down apart from that. 🤯

At least I’m not dying of boredom.

Fascinating. 🤨

My little one was just cute. We are in the car to get packages away. Then she asks if it’s okay that she sleeps now on the drive because she hasn’t rested yet today. 😍😄

Grey. Snow. Brrrrrr. 🥶

Remedy and Rockstar Games Announce Max Payne 1 and 2 Remake for PC, PS5, Xbox Series X 😍 🎮

I went to the supermarket today without a mask. It was as unusual as it was cool.

This is so moving.

‘The Unspeakable World’ - Alan Watts (Music By Adi Goldstein) 🎵

… if you talk all the time, you will never hear what anybody else has to say…

My new job is quite exhausting. A lot of new things to learn. My head just exploded yesterday. 🤯 I was on site and fattened up with information. I got home in the evening, just after 7pm. Then I finally put the children down and fell asleep myself. Actually, I had planned to spend a nice evening with my wife, but…

At the moment, I’m fluctuating between extreme euphoria and fear that I won’t be able to cope with all the tasks. But I’m doing my best, as always. And I don’t think I would have got the job otherwise.

Shower-Flower. 📷

She got all wet today while bathing. That’s why my wife put her down to dry like this.

And with this wonderful ambiguity I say goodbye for this Sunday.

Today I ate a very tasty medium rump steak 🥩 and have had extreme stomach pains ever since.

Eaten steak the last 20-30 times - extreme stomach pain.

Slowly but surely I think there is a connection. 🤔

Snow. Again.

Today I officially started in my new position as manager. Feels right and good. 🌞

Oh nice. Next week I’m an iPhone user again. 🥳 (Hopefully, but I think so).

For my work, I like to write by hand on a notepad on the side. Afterwards, I transfer most of the notes to OneNote or other software. Would the reMarkable 2 be something for me? Does it remove this intermediate step of re-writing? ✍‍️

When you hear a cough through the baby monitor and immediately know: That was no normal cough.

I got up relatively quickly and went into my little one’s nursery. Yes, she had thrown up 🤮, but she would have continued to sleep through the disaster.

A nightly cleaning and showering action begins. The washing machine starts right up and now it’s time: Was it a one-off? Will she throw up again?

This could be a long night. 😵‍💫 It’s about half past 12 now.

And tomorrow, oh sorry, today I have a very important training. 🤯

That’s how life goes, right?

It’s International Transgender Day of Visibility. 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍🌈
Love to all the wonderful trans people out there.
Wikipedia, #TDOV, #TDOV2022

Today I started season 3 of DARK on Netflix. I watched seasons 1 and 2 well over a year ago.

As expected, I understood zero. 📺

When the little one’s potty falls over when she gets up after peeing and pooping, you come into the bathroom and first get an error message in your head. Buffer overflow. What do I do first? 💩

By the way, we bought a caravan so that we could take the children to any campsite. Crazy, isn’t it? 🏕️

And the next slap in the face. Hans Zimmer won an Oscar for his buzzingly annoying Dune soundtrack. 🎵

The good old gender roles. 💛

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